Dear blog

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Bismillahi Rahmaanir Raheem.

All praises to Allah, The Almighty God, the Creator and the Sustainer. I bear witness that there is no other God worthy of worship except Allah, and Prophet Muhammad SAW is His Messenger.

It has been a while since I wrote my last blog post. I thought I would be able to maintain to post monthly even a short line of sentence but apparently I didn't manage to do so. At the moment my friends and I are fighting in revising everything we could for our final year exams. Yup, for our very last exam in med school insyaAllah.

Many time it came across my mind that I wouldn't be able to finish revising all topic. The workload is very huge and the stuffs to memorize are just too much at this little time. Sometimes I was disturbed by the anxiety and worry of the exam everytime I meet my friends or go to the wards. Everyone looks stress, but we never forget to support each other. After all final med is about passing the exams together...

At this moment, I prayed to Allah to keep us in faith all the time, ease our difficulties, lift up the anxiety and shower us with Allah's Mercy. O' Allah, I am worried if I were too carried away with this dunya. Please help us to make this examinations as part of ibadah, in striving to be a better Muslim. O' Allah, please forgive me for all of my sins and ignorance, guide me with Your Nuur and please do not leave me to myself even for the twinkling of the eye. Ya Rabb, I put my life into Your Hands...

Amin ya Rabbal Alamin.

Open your horizon

I know it's beyond the border.
So you can see better :)
Ouh. But this picture got nothing to do with the issue.

Assalamualaikum wbt

Today's date gonna be exactly 3 months before my graduation day. It's a good time to look back on what I've been through all this while, especially when the SPM results was just released a few days ago. 

So, which pathway are you gonna choose next?

Medicine? Em. 
You sure? No regret?

Since the previous years until now, medicine never fails to attract those SPM high achievers to choose this field as one of their most desired career. Well, at this moment, if you were to ask me whether you should choose medicine or not, I would advice you to think about it again. Have you read enough stories and comments from people in the medical field about what are they facing everyday? Have you been aware of the current condition about houseman, MO's or even the specialists or consultants on the problems they are dealing with currently-the glut of doctors and the ineffective systems?

Well, don't get me wrong. I am not writing this post to criticize your option to join medical field-in fact I'll be one of the people in the system too by end of this year insyaAllah. Medicine has been my passion since I was young. Being given the chance to study medicine is a great gift from Allah. But of course, with hard work and tears before I am able to call myself a medical student. 

My parents didn't ask me to become a doctor. I made the choice on my own. The funny thing is when I was in 4th med, I asked ummi whether she would allow any of my sisters to follow my career pathway. Her answer was expected.
'Takpalah, cukuplah kamu seorang je yang jadi doktor dalam keluarga. Jenuh ummi tengok.' 
Huhu. Thanks to my family for supporting me throughout the journey. I'm almost there!! ^_^

I'm sorry if I've gave you a negative thoughts about medicine. It isn't that bad actually, if you stay being positive at all times. The people around, the workloads, sacrifice and the agony will definitely test your patience. A reminder for you and me: keep having faith in Allah, and be a good Muslim doctor. 

I believe a lot of people has been writing on this issue once SPM results was out. Open your horizon, medicine is not the only available field for your tertiary study. There are a lot more things to learn and experience other than medicine and engineering(these two courses are commonly chosen by the science school students. There were 30 students in my form 5 class back in 2006, and if im not mistaken 16 of us already/will be graduating as a doctors. Waa). If you don't like medicine, please don't do it. If you're forced to do medicine ie by your parents, I hope you'll get some help to persuade them to allow you to follow your interest. Because at the end of the day, it is YOU and the PATIENT who will suffer the outcome.

Talk to your seniors, go to any career talks, refer to internet sources about the courses, universities etc. And last but not least, I highly recommend you to come/tell your juniors/spread the word around about this event (refer picture below). Part of my mind setting and motivation before I started my tertiary education was gained after I attended this program in 2007. 

Excellence is not about having good grades.
It is about having the knowledge and experiences that turns you into better person, and benefiting the ummah.
'Alim mujahid.

Strength in what remains

I
Tak berkelip mataku memandang keadaan sekeliling menerusi tingkap kereta. 'This is real', bisik hatiku. Selama ini hanya mampu melihat di tv akan musibah yang menimpa mereka. Now here I am, in Kuantan bersama secebis kudrat untuk membantu. Lebih tepat lagi, aku datang untuk mengambil ikhtibar daripada mereka. 
Kami berhenti di sebuah rumah setingkat di Perkampungan Sungai Isap, antara kawasan yang paling terjejas disebabkan banjir yang berlaku awal bulan ini. Rumah ini sama seperti rumah-rumah lain di sekitarnya- ada timbunan baju kotor dan basah, longgokan sampah di luar pagar rumah berupa perabot rosak, buku-buku, bantal, tilam, kerusi, sofa dan lain-lain barang rumah yang rosak sepenuhnya dan ampaian yang dipenuhi dengan baju yang sempat dibasuh apabila kerja-kerja pembersihan rumah dimulakan. 
In that house I saw a mother of three was busy pulling a black, round plastic bag in front of her house. Her sons-I think they were around 5,4 and 2 years old were also busy playing with the water hose. Clearly that these kids were unable to help their mother to clean the house. Their father was off to work. And..this supermom who did the cleaning all alone before we came was actually pregnant. Around 6-7 months i think.

Guess how deep was the flood few days back? 
It was 6-feet in depth-around 180cm if we compared in height. I am totally drowned if I were there.
This family lost almost everything. In fact every affected family lost almost everything. It is as if you have to start your life all over again with nothing. I know I couldn't understand fully how did they feel as I've never been involved in such severe floods. (My first experience was during 2-day floods in Dublin where my house were also affected-the water level was above knee and it was freezing cold)

But I can see the strength in their eyes. I can feel the patience in their words. The strength that still exist, over what that remains. 

(While in Kuantan, news came out stating that our beloved Gaza currently affected with floods as deep as 7 feet and it's winter now. O'Allah, we seek refuge from You. Please protects our brothers and sisters over there..)

II
" Adik, cuba adik eja nama kakak ni..", ujar ibunya yang sedang duduk di sebelah katil berpagar putih itu. 
Si kecil itu mendongak ke arahku, lalu tersenyum. Lantas kuhulur name tag biru di leher. 
"H-U hu..D-A da...eh!" Perlahan dia mengeja. Dan seperti yang dijangka, dia terkejut usai mengeja namaku yang hanya punya dua suku kata. Sekali lagi dia mendongak memandangku. Kemudian memandang ke arah ibunya. Ibunya tersenyum. Dan aku sejak tadi tidak lekang tersenyum padanya. Ada sesuatu yang menggembirakan tatkala bertemu si kecil ni. 

"Nama kita sama la, Huda," ujarku sambil mencuit bahunya perlahan. Kali ini senyumannya lebih lebar, menampakkan barisan gigi yang putih. 
"Adik nanti dah besar, jadilah macam kakak Huda ni ya", sampuk ibunya di sebelah. 
"Akak, ada satu lagi yang sama...tarikh lahir anak akak Huda ni sama dengan tarikh lahir saya, 10 Oktober". Dua fakta ini sebenarnya yang membuatkan hatiku tertarik untuk mendekati katilnya sejak tadi. 
"Yeke? MashaAllah...kebetulan pula," balas ibunya sambil tergelak kecil. 

Perbualan diteruskan selepas itu. Sempat ku bermain seketika bersama si kecil Huda. Dia sepatutnya sudah berada di sekolah rendah, mengikut kronologi umurnya. Kelihatan perkembangan fizikalnya agak kecil jika dibandingkan dengan kanak-kanak yang sama umur dengannya. She suffered from a type of childhood illness* that need multiple admissions to the ward. Probably endless admission until Allah makes her recover fully. InsyaAllah she will recover, biiznillah. 

She played so happily, as if she is at home surrounded by toys and books. 
She might not be aware about how the future would be and how worry her parents were.
But here is she, in the hospital fighting for her fate by all means. 


*The illness would not be disclose due to patient confidentiality.


III

Terkedu saat membaca status rakan di Facebook.

Seorang pakcik yang sudah lewat usianya, dimasukkan ke dalam ward kerana excessive tiredness. Selepas darahnya diperiksa, paras hemoglobinnya serendah 4.4 g/dL. (Normal Hb level for men: 13-18 g/dL)

Saya pernah bertemu dengan pesakit with Hb level as low as 2 g/dL. Some people can tolerate the anaemia very well. But some people can’t. Usual presenting symptoms are excessive tiredness, shortness of breath, dizziness, pallor, headache and palpitations.

Bayangkan pada level Hb serendah itu, pastinya pakcik tersebut mengalami rasa penat yang amat sangat. Dan anaknya yang menjaga beliau saat dimasukkan ke hospital pada tengah malam terkejut apabila pakcik tersebut masih gigih bangun malam untuk menunaikan solat tahajjud. Yup, at that level of lethargy. In case blood transfusion had been given before that, the Hb level won't raise immediately over 1-2 hours.  

Allahu akbar.

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Masih ingat lagi kisah ketika Perang Uhud?

(berikut adalah perkongsian daripada seorang murabbi yang saya kagumi)

PERISTIWA PERANG HAMRA’ UL-ASAD

Menurut Ibnu Ishak, yang telah dipetik oleh Dr Ali Muhammad Ash-Shalabi: 

“Perang Uhud telah berlaku pada hari Sabtu 15 Syawal. Pada keesokan harinya, yaitu hari Ahad, yaitu 16 Syawal, seorang penyeru Rasulullah menyerukan untuk menghadapi musuh (ada riwayat mengatakan bahawa Rasulullah SAW seusai Shalat Subuh telah menyuruh Bilal mengumumkan kepada segenap kaum muslimin bahawa Rasulullah SAW memerintahkan mereka untuk keluar menyongsong musuh). Yang dizinkan ikut serta oleh Rasulullah SAW hanyalah mereka yang telah ikut serta dalam Perang Uhud pada hari Sabtu (kelmarinnya). Kepergian Rasulullah SAW hanya ingin menakut-nakutkan musuh dan menyatakan bahawa apa yang telah menimpa mereka tidak menyebabkan mereka lemah untuk mengejar musuh mereka. 

Dr Abd Karim Zaidan juga telah mencatatkan dalam bukunya ‘Al-Mustafad min Qashash Al-Qur’an: 

“...Sa’ad bin Muadz selaku salah seorang pemimpin di kalangan Anshar menemui kaumnya dan menggerakkan (mobilisasi) mereka untuk keluar sedangkan semua mereka dalam keadaan luka.

Beliau berkata: “Sesungguhnya Rasulullah SAW memerintahkan kalian untuk menentang musuh kalian!"

Usaid bin Hudhair, yang hendak mengubati tujuh luka di tubuhnya, berkata: “Kami mendengar dan taat kepada Allah dan Rasul-Nya”. Diapun mengambil senjatanya dan meninggalkan ubatnya lalu bergabung dengan Rasulullah SAW.

Bani Salamah keluar dengan empat puluh orang perajurit yang semuanya masih luka, antaranya Ath-Thufail bin An-Nu’man dengan 13 luka dan Al-Harits bin Ash-Shamah dengan 10 luka. Mereka sampai di hadapan Rasulullah SAW. Apabila mereka sampai di hadapan Rasulullah SAW Baginda berdo’a: “Ya Allah, kasihanilah (ampunilah) Bani Salamah” 

Sahabat-sahabat Nabi ini mentaati perintah Rasulullah SAW tanpa sebarang bantahan.
Walau luka masih mengalir darahnya, dengan tenaga yang berbaki, mereka keluar menyahut seruan Allah dan RasulNya.
Benarlah seperti diskripsi Allah SWT di dalam surah Al-Hujurat ayat 15, 

"Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang sebenar-benarnya beriman

 hanyalah orang-orang yang percaya kepada Allah dan RasulNya, 

kemudian mereka (terus percaya dengan) tidak ragu-ragu lagi, 

serta mereka berjuang dengan harta benda dan jiwa mereka 

pada jalan Allah; mereka itulah orang-orang yang benar

 (pengakuan imannya)"

Subhanallah. 
Cebisan iman yang masih hidup menjadi punca kekuatan golongan-golongan di atas untuk terus melangkah menghadapi kehidupan mereka.
Walau harta diragut sekelip mata, nikmat sihat ditarik dan anggota badan cedera teruk- mereka punya kudrat untuk kekal bertahan di atas takdir mereka.
Inilah dia, strength in what remains. Kekuatan yang dipunyai mereka, kesan daripada iman yang masih tertanam di jiwa.

'Sandarkan harapanmu pada yang kekal, kerana Dia masih mampu memberi saat seluruh manusia hilang segala-galanya'

Allahu a'lam.

Final year

Dulu masa 1st year, awal2 sampai Dublin, rasa macam tak percaya akak final year yang temankan pergi shopping.
"Err akak, tak busy ke?"
"Okay je. Kelas akak start petang harini."
Okay. No wonder dia sempat untuk temankan.

Bila nak exam, rasa macam akak final year ni tahu segala-galanya. Yelah, dah dekat lima tahun belajar. Kita ni setahun jagung pun tak sampai lagi. Baru nak adapt dengan lecturer yang pelbagai accent English. Kerut dahi nak faham lecture.

Now, rasa macam tak percaya dah dipanggil final year. Tak rasa tahu segala-galanya pun. Asyik kena repeat baca benda yang sama. Patut la ada ulama' cakap,

'Knowledge is not what you memorized. Knowledge is what being applied.'

So, if Allah brings you to it, He will definitely bring you to get through it.

InsyaAllah. 

*berusaha*

Tests to train

One month to go.
Final exam Peadiatric, Obstetric & Gynaecology, Psychiatry and Public Health are just around the corner.
Two weeks of back to back written and clinical exam, I wonder how did the students in past years go through these two weeks.
But they did it. With flying colours.
So why I couldn't?
Yes, I can do this.
Biiznillah.

One month to go.
I wonder why should it happened at this very time.
Leaving us with challenge only after I just decided to start my quarantine period. Although class is still on.
And we hardly can stay at home.
'In every difficulty, there is an ease.'
Alhamdulillah, today they said the renovation work already done. But the cleaning part is a real test for us, now still looking to hire a helping hand.
And I know Allah listens to our do'a.

One month to go.
It's either I go for it, or I'll regret it.
I wonder whether this is a training for me, to choose what I've been struggling with over what I've been settling. At this very time.
In fact I think they need me, obviously. But I need them, so desperately.
'We do not know which of our good deed will make us to enter His Jannah. But we do know, that by following this sunnah of our Prophet Muhammad SAW, you will be rewarded in the akhirah. If someone is guided by Allah through us, it is way better than this dunya and its worldly content'.
Allah promises us so.
Have trust in Him.
InsyaAllah.


So,
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
We shall start...

Finally competent ^_^

Illustration by Charles Giai-Gischia

Assalamualaikum wbt,
Masha Allah, it has been a while i'm not writing a blog post(err, but a month is not too long though). 
And i think it is not too late to wish Eid Mubarak 1434H to all Muslims ^_^
Taqabalallahu minna wa minkum. 
Come, lets fast for another 6 days insyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah, last week was the end of my P license, now i am proud of holding the competent driving license. I know its kinda late at this age compared to my peers about getting a driving license but never mind, at least i can finally say 'yes, i can drive!'. 

I drive in Penang for most of the time, and trust me Penang is a real 'training field' to all drivers-not only to the newbies like us. With lots of motorcyclists on your front, left n right, lots of luxurious car drove by rich people that having 'problem' with their car signal (i wonder if they have forgotten their signal button) and many more driving attitudes, I am afraid I may have some of the 'driving traits' of the Penang people. 

Accidents records for the past 2 years: 
1. With a motorcycle that was parked improperly at the corner. I caused my friend's car kemek sikit :( and need to pay to that guy for breaking his rear lamp. 
2. I scratches my mom's car by hitting the divider on my parking area in Penang. 

Off record:
1. One long scratch on the car's door, the time of incident is not known. Proton's mechanic said it may be cause by the motorcyclist. 

Above all, i just want to say this: every skill that you have, make sure it would benefit your deen, family, and society. Truly, you will be benefited at the end. 


Drive with bismillah :)

Selalu sahaja

Picture from kisahteladan.info

Selalu sahaja
Kita merasa selesa dengan apa yang sedang kita nikmati sekarang
Hingga memilih untuk tidak mahu berganjak, atau berhijrah
Padahal yang selesa itu yang membantutkan, hanya saja kita tidak nampak

Selalu sahaja
Kita tidak mahu untuk cuba keluar dari kepompong comfort zone kita
Alasannya, 'maaf, ku tidak biasa'
Hingga dunia luar itu tidak pernah diteroka, cabaran yang ditempuhnya hanya biasa-biasa saja
Padahal Allah kata bertebaranlah, dan perhatikanlah dunia

Selalu sahaja
Kita merasa diri kita tidak berupaya
Maka segala peluang ditolak mentah, tidak dicuba
Padahal diri daie itu syaratnya harus bersedia
Cabaran datang tidak kenal masa

Dan selalu sahaja
Kita merasa masanya belum tiba
Maka persiapan tiada, pelannya juga belum mula
Padahal maut bakal menjemput, pada saat yang tidak disangka-sangka...

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Refleksi menjelang 24 tahun pada minggu hadapan mengikut kalendar Islam, 11 Rabiulawal.
Ramai orang pada usia ini sudah mampu buat banyak perkara, ramai juga pada usia ini masih duduk di kepompong yang sama.

Maka di manakah kita?

Mari, pecahkan ice yang membatu di hati kita. Allah SWT dan Rasulullah SAW sukakan pemuda/pemudi yang sentiasa berusaha untuk dirinya, agamanya, masyarakat dan negaranya.

O'Allah, i seek your Guidance to be among the winner(of being a good servant to You). I seek your Guidance to instill ikhlas in my heart, and do truly because of You.
O'Allah, only You...

5 years and countinggg :D

Assalamualaikum wbt

Alhamdulillah, it has been five years now since i started blogging. Technically, 4 years and a month. 

Quite often i read again my old posts, and reflect upon how did i behave since the last 5 years and how did i change until who am i today.

Yang pasti, I love to write and most of the time I write as a reminder to myself. 

I will laugh, grin, or feel ashamed whenever I read on posts that reveal how immature my thoughts back then.

When I was in secondary school, I tried to keep a personal diary but it didn't lasts long. I was only able to keep it for two years, and khalas. That's it. I lost my interest on writing daily things. 

And when one day I found my form-3 diary, I felt like to throw it away as I hate to read most of the thing that I wrote inside it! Weird enough, I was actually felt uneasy to read 'the immature me' as I scanned through every page of the diary. 

Well, of course it contained lots of memories but to read how did I feel about certain things/person/topic, I became disappointed with my old-self. The moment I found the diary, I already know such thing is wrong, and such thing is right which I never knew when I was only 15. So, fair enough la Huda. No need to be emotional with your past~huhu.

Another thing is-you can never remember everything that happen in your life. So having a blog is the perfect way to kinda 'immortalize' the memory. Heh, nothing is immortal anyway but human memory needs repetition to remember better. The feelings-happy, sad, angry, heartbroken are all translated into words. The reflections, news, thoughts are also included here. 

Fikir-fikir, sebenarnya banyak juga post yang tergendala disebabkan masa. Sometimes I like to write current issue, so it need me to do some research before I write it down. Due to time constrain, sometimes I am unable to make a blog post about it. But I will try to at least post the link, news etc in my blog or even in facebook. 

Well, alhamdulillah writing is still my passion until now. Ada cuba-cuba menulis cerpen, tapi tak siap lagi hehe ^_^
Kagum dengan bloggers lain yang menulis dengan istiqamah, dan berjaya menyentuh hati orang-orang yang membacanya. Moga Allah terus-terusan beri mereka kekuatan untuk menulis keranaNya. Dan kekuatan untuk saya juga :) 

InsyaAllah

[16 Mei] C.T.M

"Cikgu, keluarga saya tak percaya saya dapat nombor satu periksa hari tu", luah saya sedikit kecewa. Teringat pada hari saya penat meyakinkan ummi, walid, abang dan kakak-kakak. Report card tidak bersama saya pada ketika itu, maka saya tidak dapat menunjukkan bukti sahih pada mereka. 

Ummi dan walid mengiakan tidak, menolak hujah saya pun tidak. Abang dan kakak bersungguh tidak mahu percaya. Masakan tidak, peperiksaan itu merupakan peperiksaan pertama bagi saya di SK Seri Ampang. Peperiksaan Pertengahan Tahun bagi Darjah Satu.

"Iya? Betul la Huda dapat nombor satu haritu..cuma cikgu tak panggil la parents datang sebab ni peperiksaan pertengahan tahun je. Kalau peperiksaan akhir tahun Huda dapat nombor satu, baru boleh naik pentas ambil hadiah", balas Cikgu Nurulanim dengan lembut. Menerangkan keadaan sebenar dalam masa yang sama mengiakan pencapaian anak muridnya itu. 

Itulah kali pertama, dan kali terakhir saya mendapat tempat pertama dalam kelas ketika di sekolah rendah, huhu. (^_^)

"Cikgu...,"

"Ha, kenapa? Tak puas hati dengan keputusan kamu?". Belum sempat saya berkata apa-apa, Cikgu Nooraini bagaikan sudah dapat mengagak kedatangan saya ke mejanya di bilik guru. 

Saya tersenyum kelat. Menyimpan kekecewaan yang penuh di hati. Mendapat gred B untuk satu mata pelajaran, bagaikan kegagalan semua subjek lagaknya pada ketika itu. Menghitung hari untuk PMR yang bakal kunjung tiba, saya tidak boleh membiarkan gred B tertera pada peperiksaan percubaan saya. 

"Dapat A ke, dapat B ke, bukannya bawak ke mati pun..Jangan obses sangat nak kejar A tu. Awak sempat lagi perbaiki untuk PMR nanti. Untuk exam percubaan ni, memang saya strict sikit supaya student belajar daripada kesilapan. Bila dah PMR nanti, awak jangan risau la..insyaAllah boleh score kalau dah biasa dengan strict marking," ujar Cikgu Nooraini penuh hikmah namun bernada tegas.

"Sudahlah, jangan layan sangat perasaan awak tu. Banyak lagi benda lain yang awak boleh fikir. Keputusan baru ni, itu dah jadi takdir Allah. Redha je, dan usaha lebih lagi," sambungnya lagi, dan berlalu pergi. Anak murid yang demand sepertiku, jika dilayan pasti tiada penghujungnya nanti.

Scene ini masih segar di ingatanku. Ayat pertama cikgu itulah yang sedikit sebanyak mengubah saya selepas itu. Obsesi terhadap A, saya sudah tinggalkan jauh-jauh. Penat lelah cikgu sebagai murabbi saya dan kawan-kawan, memberi kesan yang besar terutamanya selepas kami meninggalkan alam sekolah. Saya baru faham dengan jelas segala pengisian yang pernah cikgu beri setelah saya memasuki alam IPT. Saat itu, saya mengucapkan syukur kerana diberi 'mata' oleh cikgu terlebih awal untuk menilai segala baik dan buruk di alam IPT yang penuh cabarannya.

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Murabbi pertama saya, Ummi dan Walid. Terima kasih kerana mengenalkan saya dengan Islam sejak saya belum mengenal huruf. Maafkan Huda kerana begitu degil saat terpengaruh dengan rakan sebaya. I will, insyaAllah and may Allah gives me strength, to be a good daughter until Allah makes us to gather again in His Jannah.

Semua murabbi dan guru yang pernah mengajar saya dari SKSA, SERATAS, dan KMB, you turned me into who i am today. Alhamdulillah, i'm so glad to have been meeting you as my tutor in managing my life as a better person. Thanks for every single thing, single word, single advice that you've said to me. I pray to Allah to shed His Mercy and Love upon you for your effort of changing us from 'zero', into a 'hero'. 

C.T.M.

Cikgu.Teacher.Murabbi.

Saya sayangkan kalian kerana Allah. 

pic from elaisblog.blogspot

Sekali bah, sekali pantai berubah

Assalamualaikum wbt.

May all of you in the pink of health and iman insyaAllah.

Again after neglecting this blog for more than two weeks, finally i have an update which i think worth to share with everyone.

Today is the third day of the unforgettable moment in my life. I know it wasn't as severe as road traffic accident or an earthquake or tsunami (nauzhubillah..) but it does touch my heart as my housemates and I try to live our life back to normal again. Plus, this is my first time ever handling such situation.

It was raining non-stop for two days in Dublin, and it was as heavy as we had back in Malaysia. Well it was unusual to have a heavy rain here because of the weather differences. It is autumn now in Dublin but regardless of the season, Ireland always have showers of rain once/twice a week.

The water pooled in our house backyard and no one notice anything before that. We had a long journey from Beaumont Hospital to our house because of the traffic and at that time, we could see the condition might worsen. 

And the thing that you see in the picture below, happened so fast as we were doing our own business after dinner. The water level was above knee when it stopped to pour into the house. I can say that it cause huge damage to many people near our neighbourhood and the one-night floods also caused two people dead. One of them was living near our area.

The flood cause a big loss to our landlord because he has to replace everything that was affected ie bed,carpet from front to back(it is their style to have carpet instead of tiles floor), and some electrical equipment (btw, his house was affected as well as he lives two doors away from our house). Given the situation of Irish people who has to face economic recession, high taxes and huge government debt, this condition totally put more pressure on them.

living room, half an hour after the water gets into the house.
later the cushions also submerged.

Second day-early morning.backyard still flooding with water.

This was my first time experiencing floods in my house. I talked to some of my friends in the hospital on this issue, and you know-Allah is Great. Why? Because He allows us to experience such situation to make us strong.

One of my friend from RCSI in Bahrain told me about their condition when there was a riot protesting the government in Bahrain earlier this year. The hospitals were attacked, and even some doctors were being killed although everyone knows the fact that in any condition esp war, hospital should be free from any interference. Bullets were everywhere, even outside of their house. They were so depressed with such situation as everyone lives in fear. Fear of stray bullets, fear of their future, fear of everything that they have to face. I seek forgiveness to Allah after hearing her story.

Then I received a text message from my juniors-they wanted to visit our house-yup, we received many visitors after the flood, just to see how are we doing now. Allah al-A'lim, He made me to recall everything I read from the book 'From Beirut to Jerusalem', about the 1982 Shabra-Shatila massacre, written by an woman orthopaedic surgeon. She was so touched by the hospitality given by the Palestinian people when she walked along the street of houses that had been destroyed by the bulldozer of Israelis. House made of rubble, with a cup of coffee to the visitors. She asked herself-'how do they resist such depressing condition, and still smile as she came to see them?'. She made me to think of my condition, which was waaay-not-severe as the Palestinians. I want to be like them, the people who when Allah tests them a musibah, they smile and learn to be patient. They are the extraordinary people, who can survive extraordinary things-because of their faith to Allah.

By the time I'm writing this post, I totally have no idea on when are we going to settle down with everything. Sometimes we are just OK, but sometimes by looking again to the damage ground floor, we know that we have so much thing to be done in a short time.

And every single strength that we have is totally from Allah.

And He is the All-Knower.

We seek His forgiveness for every single wrongdoing that we did. For He,who the Most Forgiving.

Make do'a for our brothers and sisters in Turkey(earthquake) and Thailand(massive floods)-for their natural disaster.

Make do'a for our brothers and sisters in Libya, Tunisia, Egypt, Syria and all other countries who facing political imbalance-may Allah grant them with His Mercy by giving a better and blessed government.

Make do'a for everyone in the world who may cry of hunger when you're full, cry for help when you're thankful to be in peace, cry in despair when you're laughing and happy.

Allahu'alam.

Saat syurga beralih tempat

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

"Dan diantara tanda-tanda kebesaranNya ialah Dia menciptakan pasangan-pasangan untukmu dari jenis kamu sendiri, agar kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan Dia menjadikan di antaramu rasa kasih dan sayang. Sungguh, pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda kebesaran Allah pada kaum yang berfikir.'

(Ar-Rum,30: 21)

Fitrah.

Qada' dan qadr.

Mardhotillah.

Kombinasinya tetap akan berakhir dengan satu matlamat, yakni mardhotillah. Tiap saat, tiap waktu, seorang hamba yang beriman tidak punya hajat lain, melainkan supaya tiap tindakan dan usahanya mendapat redha dari yang Maha Memberi dan Mengetahui.

Begitu juga dengan menguruskan fitrah dirinya.

Rasulullah SAW pernah menegur seorang lelaki yang berniat untuk berpuasa sepanjang tahun, dan tidak mahu berkahwin semata-mata untuk mengabdikan diri kepada Allah, dengan mengatakan bahawa baginda berpuasa dan berbuka, dan juga bernikah.

Kerana fitrah yang dikurniakan Allah, Hawa diciptakan sebagai pasangan buat Nabi Adam a.s sebagai pengubat kesepian yang dirasainya walaupun berada di syurga Allah yang penuh dengan segala kenikmatan.

Rezeki, jodoh, ajal maut adalah rahsia-rahsia Allah. Namun setiap hambaNya diwajibkan berusaha untuk mengubah nasibnya ke arah yang lebih baik, bukan hanya menunggu dan merenung hidupnya tanpa berusaha apa-apa.

Bercakap soal jodoh, we never know who, when, and why. Saat ini management hati dan perasaan perlu seimbang, supaya tidak bercanggah dengan apa yang Allah redha, juga tidak terpengaruh dengan syaitan yang membisik supaya tergelincir dari landasanNya.

Cinta, hakikatnya hanyalah wasilah(jalan) atau alat untuk mencapai redha Allah. Sekiranya cinta membuatkan kita lupa apa matlamat hidup kita, maka itulah yang dinamakan buta. Hakikat bahawa hidup untuk beribadah kepada Allah dan tanggungjawab sebagai khalifah di muka bumi perlu sentiasa disedari, maka cinta adalah pengikat di antara orang-orang beriman lelaki dan perempuan untuk bersama-sama melaksanakan matlamat ini.

Allah berfirman dalam surah At-Taubah, 9:71,

'Dan orang-orang yang beriman, lelaki dan perempuan, sebahagian mereka menjadi penolong bagi sebahagian yang lain. Mereka menyuruh berbuat yang makruf, dan mencegah dari yang mungkar, melaksanakan solat, menunaikan zakat, dan taat kepada Allah dan RasulNya. Mereka akan diberi rahmat oleh Allah. Sungguh, Allah Maha Perkasa, Maha Bijaksana.'

Moga pembinaan baitul muslim yang dihajati, sentiasa dipenuhi dengan sifat taqwa sebelum, semasa dan selepas prosesnya.

Tiada lain, hanya mengharap redhaNya.

Pesanan kakak: manfaatkan peluang yang ada bersama ummi, taatilah dia sebelum syurgamu beralih tempat yakni ketaatanmu bertukar kepada suami, dan redha Allah ada padanya.

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And the Big Day has come~ (^_^)

18th Dec 2010/12 Muharram 1432H

" Ya Allah,

Satukanlah hati kedua mempelai ini seperti Engkau satukan hati Adam dan Hawa, Yusuf dan Zulaikha dan seperti Engkau satukan hati Muhammad SAW dan Siti Khadijah. Semoga Allah memberkati dan menghimpunkan kamu berdua kebaikan dan keberkatan di dunia dan akhirat “

Dear my beloved sister, congratulations :)

(This is my blog version since the card that i posted to you tak reach home lagi)

Since i was born, until now, you are my best sister ever!

I'm gonna miss you so much, and sorry for unable to be there to help you with all of the wedding's preparation, insyaAllah my prayers are always with all of you.

I pray for Allah to bless you and your future husband till jannah, and make your marriage as a way to reach mardhotillah.

I pray for Allah to give everyone strength, since i know it is not easy handling such big event-plus this is our first wedding occasion.

I pray for Allah to bless the majlis, before and after, bless to all of our guests who come, and to all who has put their effort to help you with every single thing.

I pray for Allah to strengthen love between both of you, blesses you with zuriat soleh solehah, and mawaddah wa rahmah for all years.

I love you so much, and sisterhood forever :)

(i wasn't there during your graduation)

(i was grateful to be here)

(was grateful during hari raya)

And~

(no pics of her wedding yet, huhu-but the caption would be: i really wanna be there!!)

Tak apa. Tapi saya sgt gembira untuknya :)

Doakan mereka ya~

How do you define your leisure time?

Assalamualaikum wbt....

Moga sahabat-sahabat sekalian berada dalam kesejahteraan, dan selawat dan salam atas junjungan kita Muhammad Rasulullah SAW.

Take a deep breath, and exhale it slowly, beginning with basmallah.

Alhamdulillah to the Mighty God, Allah SWT for giving us the chance to live this life under His blessing and Mercy.

Syukr ilallah, without Him I might not be able to type this post, might not be able to walk, speak, or even breathe for once.

For the past two weeks I've gone through such a hectic time, regardless what day it was. People love Friday, as it is a mark for a long rest in weekend. People hate Monday-and some has 'Monday-blue' overwhelming them, as it is the end of their resting time.

Anyway, how do we perceive rest and leisure time?

Resting- can be associated to inactivity, freedom from work, strain and responsibility, and a pause for relaxation.

From resting people will benefit or lose. Two opposite things happens as a consequences of a same activity, which is resting.

Let's see how we can benefit or lose after resting.

Busyness thought me lots of things, until I realized that I grew to be more organized. Alhamdulillah. I can't bare just sit doing nothing, as time is priceless to just let it go.

If you notice, the title of this post is 'how do you define your resting/leisure time', not 'how do you define resting/leisure time'. These two bring a different concept as the latter only explains the general meaning of having a free time.

How do you define YOUR leisure time is referring to what do YOU do when you are free, not what generally people do when they are free.

Let's have a short reflection now. Allah gave us 24 hours, and yet man still finds it insufficient. Who is the most Knower of what is the best for mankind? Of course Allah SWT.

He created day and night consecutively-and man perceives it in 24 hours system.

What will happen when there's no sunset or no sunrise at all? Can we live that way? Subhanallah, we can only think about it, but the reality is that we survive well when Allah SWT set it in a day/night balance.

When we busy, we asked Him to give us 25 or 26 or more hours so that we have more time to settle our task/work. We whine, and cry seeking for help and guidance to go through the hard time.

When we are free, we wait as the time passes, and stand still doing nothing(inactivity). To make thing worst, we spend our leisure time with activities that doesn't improve our iman and a'mal. Sleep and sleep, eat and eat, movie marathon, shopping marathon, and many more.

Masya Allah. May Allah prevent us from being ungrateful to the time that He gave to us.

Rasulullah SAW said in a hadith,

"Take advantage of five matters before five other matters: your youth, before you become old; and your health, before you fall sick; and your richness, before you become poor; and your free time before you become busy; and your life, before your death."

Subhanallah, it's such a very concise hadith. Take advantage of our free time, to do something beneficial that can reward us in future, especially in hereafter.

Plus, busyness is actually a way to remembrance of Allah. I know, it's kinda cliche to say this, but Allah did say the same in Quran. Man remembers Him when he is in trouble, and forgets when he's free.

Take advantage from the busyness, to be close to Him and try to maintain the attitude, as we actually needs Allah in every single thing in our life. Really need Him.

If we feel that we can live our life without Him, go on, but don't take a single breath from His oxygen then. Can you actually do it? So don't be arrogant!

I remembered a moment few days ago when i told my mom that i need her advice to face all of the pressures, she replied a verse from Al-Quran. It was Al-Baqarah, verse 250.

" Our Lord! Pour forth on us patience, and set firm our feet and make us victorious over the disbelieving people"

(Subhanallah, thanks to Allah for giving me a great mom!)

She told me to memorize this verse, and recite it every morning after Subuh prayer. By Allah's will, His Mercy would be there :)

So friends, ask yourself-what do you do during YOUR leisure time?

'Hidup ini seharusnya dipenuhi dengan pekerjaan-pekerjaan yang agung dan pendek angan-angan'

Loves,

Huda.

Mujahadah itu di rumah

source of picture

Assalamualaikum wbt.

May All of you in the pink of health and iman, insyaAllah. How was your last days of Ramadhan? May Allah allow us to still grab this last chance because we never know whether we'll meet Ramadhan next year...

Being at home, it is a mujahadah. Kerana mujahadah itu di rumah.

Why do I say so?

Because frankly I feel so hard to practice things that I'm used to when I was away from home. Sometimes I hope to always be far from my home, so that the feel and need to be nearer to Allah is always there.

But Allah is always there, no matter where am I.
So I have to be realistic. Our comfort zone is a deadly zone.


O'Allah, don't let us astray with our past jahiliah and help us to be istiqamah, as we are nothing if You ignored us..astaghfirullah..



“All the hearts of the offspring of Aadam are between two fingers of Ar-Rahman’s Fingers, as one heart. He turns it (in any direction) as He wills. Then Allah’s Messenger said, “O Allaah! The Turner of the hearts, turn our heart towards Your obedience.”
(Rasulullah SAW, [Saheeh Muslim vol.4, p.1397, no.6418] narrated by Abdullah bin ‘Amr bin al-‘Aas)



“Seek out your heart in three situations:

-When you are listening to the Qur’an

-When you are part of a gathering of remembrance

-When you are alone and away from the world and it’s distractions.
If you cannot find your heart in these three situations, then ask Allah to bestow upon you a heart, for indeed you are bereft of one.”
(Ibnu Qayyim)



O' turner of the heart! Establish my heart upon your religion...(T__T)


Do remind me of Him in anytime!

It's her B-day...and once in a life time tales.

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Semoga kalian sentiasa berada dalam kesihatan yang baik, dan iman yang cergas, insyaAllah...dalam kita meniti bulan Ramadhan yang bakal menghampiri ini, berdoalah, agar diberi kesempatan untuk bertemu dengannya...

Alhamdulillah, Ahad lepas, 25hb Julai 2010 dengan rahmat dan berkat dari Allah,majlis pertunangan kakak sulungku berjalan lancar..alhamdulillah.

Sebagai majlis pertunangan yang julung-julung kali diadakan bagi keluarga kami, memang banyak pengalaman yang dipelajari, terutamanya berkaitan persediaan mengurus tetamu dengan baik. Untuk mengurus tetamu dengan baik, rumah juga perlu disiapkan. Subhanallah, memang penat sebenarnya namun insyaAllah pengalaman yang diperolehi sekarang bakal membantu pengurusan untuk majlis-majlis yang akan datang.

It was her Big Day anyway..

Hmm, bercakap mengenai majlis pertunangan, pernikahan, dan yang seumpamanya.

Ia dikatakan sekali dalam seumur hidup. Jadi segala kegembiraan, kemeriahan, persiapannya, juga hanya sekali dalam seumur hidup.

Teringat suatu ketika dahulu...

"Ok, why can't we 'bersanding' on our wedding day? Give me your opinion, " tanya seorang cikgu saya.

"How about you, teacher? Did you do that on your wedding day?", balas seorang rakan sekelas, dengan pertanyaan kembali.

"Yes, I did. Because it was once in my life time.."

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Once in a life time.

Do you think so? Yup, everybody think so. So you must at your very best level of confidence, dress in the most beautiful way, etc, etc. You can make your own list anyway :)

Tetapi, bagaimana jika perkara once in a life time ini, bertentangan dengan syariat Islam?

Saya terfikir sejenak mengenai perkara ini. Dan kita boleh lihat sendiri secara amnya, kisah-kisah sebegini.

"Alah, time kahwin...takpe pakai baju ketat sikit.."
"Make-up kena tebal sikit..bagi muka naik seri lebih.."
"Takpe, bukan selalu kan..sebab tu kena berhabisan time ni.."

Jangan terkejut jika seorang muslimah yang berhijab pun boleh membuka hijabnya di hari perkahwinannya nanti...once in a life time kononnya..Astaghfirullahal azim..

Taqwa itu, adalah ibarat engkau berjalan di atas jalan yang penuh duri. Pasti, engkau akan berhati-hati melaluinya, bimbang terluka kerana duri tersebut..

Berhati-hati.

Dalam mencari redha Allah, perlu sentiasa berhati-hati.

Sebagai seorang muslimah, kita perlu berhati-hati dalam semua aspek. Dan Islam itu sendiri begitu indah, kerana ia menjaga kaum wanita daripada seawal perkara yang berisiko mencalarkan maruahnya.

Begitu juga dalam pembinaan sebuah baitul muslim, perlu ada sifat taqwa di dalam persiapan sebelum, semasa dan selepasnya.

Namun, bagaimana jika kita berdepan dengan tekanan daripada orang sekeliling yang masih kurang faham mengenai konsep berhati-hati ini?

"Eh, bibir tu tak cukup merah lagi, meh sini makcik buatkan.."
"Kenapa tudung ni labuh sangat? Pakai tudung yang mak long belikan hari tu.."
"Mak dah tempah baju kebaya moden kat butik tu, esok kita pergi ukur badan pula"

Bagaimana ya?
Sedang kita sendiri pun berkecamuk dengan perasaan yang bercampur baur. Ada resah, ada gelisah, ada suka dan sebagainya. Mungkin hingga tidak mampu membuat keputusan sendiri.
Dalam kegelisahan menanti hari bahagia, iman dan nafsu bertarung hebat di dalam hati.

Dalam ketegangan sebegini, ketegasan sebagai seorang muslimah perlu dalam mempertahankan apa yang Allah suka, dan apa yang Allah tidak suka. Kerana, perkahwinan itu sendiri merupakan suatu dakwah kepada masyarakat sekeliling. Masyarakat melihat, dan mengambil contoh. Jadikan majlis kita, sebagai contoh majlis yang berusaha untuk mencari keberkatan daripada Allah, melalui penjagaan daripada perkara-perkara yang tidak syar'ie.

Sesungguhnya, jiwa orang-orang yang beriman akan sentiasa peka dan sensitif dengan perkara-perkara yang bakal mendatangkan kemurkaan Allah.

Mari kita berdoa agar Allah pelihara kita dan keluarga kita daripada perkara yang bakal mendatangkan kemurkaanNya.

Mosque Open Day: Expect the unexpected

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Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..

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"Hello, assalamualaikum Huda"
"Waalaikumussalam.."

"Huda free tak petang ni? Nak ajak jadi volunteer untuk Mosque Open Day.."
"Ooo..erm..yup, insyaAllah free je. Boleh2, insyaAllah. Lepas Zohor nanti Huda datang, jumpa kat sana ye"

"Tapi apa benda ye yang kita kena buat nanti??", soalku.
"Ala macam jaga makanan camtu je..tolong2 apa yang patut"

"Ha, kalau cmtu Huda setuju, hehe..orait2"

......

There were three of us, and we introduced ourselves to the other committee as FOSIS volunteers. When we arrived, there was nothing much that we can do since everything had been prepared by other people.


"Oh, we gonna have exhibition too! Bagusnya..."
"Anyway, nak jaga makanan apa ni? Makanan kat meja tu macam bukan untuk dijaga je..."

Dan kami benar-benar tiada kerja untuk dibuat. Kami cuma berlegar-legar membaca poster-poster di situ..

Tiba-tiba seorang sister mendekati.
"Alright girls, can all of you go outside and help with the things there?"

Kami bersama a few sisters mula melangkah keluar, dan..

"But three of you have to stay here. We have to be ready when the visitors come in. Do you know what you actually have to do?"
"Err..not really", jawab kami.

"Well, basically when people come in, approach them and explain to them anything about Islam as they go along this exhibition. Starts with the 5 pillars in Islam, insyaAllah tell them about Allah, prophet, Quran, answer their question and insyaAllah if they want to see how Muslims pray and our praying area, bring them to the upstairs. Is everything clear?"
"InsyaAllah..we'll try our best"
"InsyaAllah"

......

Subhanallah. Daripada niat nak menjaga makanan, sungguh tak disangka Allah pilih kami untuk sampaikan Islam kepada non-Muslims yang hadir pada Mosque Open Day ini. Ya, agak terkejut dengan tugasan ini, tetapi rasa sungguh bertuah dipilih Allah.

Kami mulakan tugasan dengan doa Nabi Musa..

"Ya Allah lapangkanlah dada kami, permudahkanlah bagi kami urusan kami, lancarkan lisan kami, supaya mereka faham perkataan kami.."

And below are some of the questions that people asked and some sharing from what we have experienced..

Questions:

Hijab
- why do you have to cover your body and hair?
I explained to her the reason of hijab, and what is behind this obligation to Muslim woman. I told her that we are safe when we're covered and I tried to relate this issue with the social problem that occured nowadays. When she knew that the Muslims have to cover all but their face and hand to wrist, she asked this:

"Guys can still be attracted to your hand and your eyes..right?? So?"
Yup, I agreed with her. I told her about the attractions that women have, and there are some part that men more attracted to and how Islam protects women about this issue.


Kaabah
- What is inside the square thing/black box in Makkah? Can you see inside it? Or can you go inside that box?

-Is your God inside that thing? Where is your God actually?

Frankly we don't really know how to explain clearly regarding the 'black box matter'(oh Allah, forgive us for our wrong saying) but we did explain to them about the concept of God and the fact that Islam don't use statue as idols.

Allah

-You have a lot of mosques..so where is your God actually? Is that mean you have a lot of Gods?

We give them the analogy of wind, and pain where you can feel it but no one can show how is wind and pain looks like. And also the concept of Oneness of God in Islam.

Prophets
-(info from a poster-Prophet Iliyas (or Elisha)) Elisha? A woman?

We told them the fact that all prophets are men and there are some reason for God to choose men instead of women to become the Messenger of God. Men are stronger, they can hold the most challenging task to mankind, and..

"Well, I'm not really agree with that. Women are strong too,"replied her.

I just smiled and told them the story about the Arabs during pre-Islamic time where the women being oppressed, women were treated like an object. And Allah knows better. The society during that time wouldn't accept Islam if it was from a mere woman. Prophet Muhammad as the Last Messenger, came from a respected family who was responsible to take care the well of Zamzam.

Quran

-Who wrote this book? What's the book contains?

And many more...

Subhanallah...

-there was one lady who are among the first comers, revert to Islam and learnt to pray immediately as on that moment, it was the time for Asar prayer. She followed slowly, and after prayer she had further discussion with an Irish sister. Subhanallah...

-some of the visitors able to watch us to pray Asar together, brothers and sisters. Alhamdulillah, Allah gave them this chance as some of them never see it before.

-a teacher came to learn about Islam just because there is one Muslim child in her class (bagusnya..)

-some people left the mosque just because they didn't want to take off their shoes

-and yup..Allah showed us a lot of things...we became speechless when three of us sat together back after Maghrib prayer. We learnt a lot..

When we explained the fact and figures about Islam to the non-Muslims, we felt there was something missing/not being explained yet to them..so to every people that we accompanied, we conclude the explanation by try to relate all of the things back to Allah and the basic concept in Islam.

May Allah protect us from any wrongdoings and give His guidance to everyone that came to this Open Day. Thanks to Allah for choosing us to explain about Islam to them..

"Have you ever heard about Islam?"

"No."

"Have you ever know about One God, Prophet Muhammad?"

"No".

Subhanallah.

Brothers and sisters, it is our responsibility to tell them about Islam, whether directly or indirectly. At least by showing a good example of Muslim, insyaAllah Allah will give His rahmah and barakah to us..aminn.

p/s: Thanks to Rima and Noran..sayang korang..may Allah loves both of you more that I do.

Tarbiyah tanpa laptop

Menulis post ini, menyebabkan saya benar-benar teringat post saya pada awal semester pertama dahulu: tarbiyah tanpa internet

Kali ini, permulaan semester kedua yang akan bermula pada esok hari akan menjadi-tarbiyah tanpa laptop.

Post ini saya tulis bukan berniat untuk meraih simpati, membesar-besarkan cerita, atau sebagainya. Saya tulis ini agar orang-orang yang berurusan dengan saya sedia maklum akan kekurangan ini, maka saya pohon seribu kemaafan jika kalian tertunggu-tunggu, tertanya-tanya atau apa sahaja jika saya lewat/tidak memberi respon pada isu yang memerlukan respon/jawapan saya dengan segera.

Ini adalah ujian Allah buat diri saya yang masih lemah dalam menggapai cintaNya. Allah sedang menguji sejauh mana saya lebih mengutamakanNya daripada kecintaan kepada dunia. InsyaAllah, Allah akan gantikannya dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik.

Buat Siti Shafarwati dan Aisyah Ismail yang menanti post Pencarian II: UK, maaf rasanya saya tidak dapat meneruskan hajat saya untuk menyambung post tersebut kerana kekangan ini. Tapi jangan risau, andai ada rezeki untuk kita saling menghubungi, akan saya kongsi kisah-kisah kami yang penuh dengan unsur berdikari, kesabaran, kekuatan, kerinduan yang menyulam sepanjang jaulah kami.

Pasti anda tertanya-tanya ke mana menghilang laptop saya. Laptop saya menjadi mengsa kes kecurian. Tetapi tidak perlu saya ceritakan details nya di sini. Semua kekuatan yang saya perolehi untuk terus menempuh hari-hari mendatang di bumi asing ini, semuanya datang dari Allah. Allah sahaja tempat kami memohon perlindungan..insyaAllah, ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian yang berlaku. Moga tiada rasa sedih, kesal dan kecewa di atas kehilangan perkara dunia ini.

Maka, kembalilah saya ke zaman di mana pelajar-pelajarnya tidak memiliki laptop, dan lebih banyak menulis sendiri perkara-perkara penting pada kertas. Dan saya juga kembali seperti mana ketika semester 1 dahulu, iaitu check email through handphone again=)

"Sesungguhnya selepas kesusahan, ada kesenangan"

Khusus buat IPIS yang dalam perancangan untuk membuat meeting aktiviti 2010 dalam masa terdekat ni, saya yang sedang menanti respond dari kalian ingin memohon maaf jika kalian pula yang terpaksa menanti respond saya.
Juga YahooGroups dan segala groups yang berkaitan dengan saya, maaf sekali lagi.

Jika kalian sulit untuk menghubungi saya secara online, atau memerlukan respond saya dengan segera, sila hubungi saya menerusi nombor handset saya instead of menggunakan YM, Skype,Facebook etc.

Doakan supaya Allah beri kami kekuatan dan keberanian untuk menempuh cabaran-cabaran di hari mendatang. InsyaAllah.

"Siapa yang bersabar di atas ujian, Allah akan sempurnakan sabarnya dan memasukkannya ke dalam syurga mana yang dia suka..orang mukmin sama ada lelaki atau perempuan akan sentiasa diuji oleh Allah, sama ada dirinya, anaknya ataupun hartanya sehinggalah dia menghadap Allah swt tanpa dia membawa dosa sedikit pun...."

Ini baru sedikit....