Friday, September 27, 2013

Final year

Dulu masa 1st year, awal2 sampai Dublin, rasa macam tak percaya akak final year yang temankan pergi shopping.
"Err akak, tak busy ke?"
"Okay je. Kelas akak start petang harini."
Okay. No wonder dia sempat untuk temankan.

Bila nak exam, rasa macam akak final year ni tahu segala-galanya. Yelah, dah dekat lima tahun belajar. Kita ni setahun jagung pun tak sampai lagi. Baru nak adapt dengan lecturer yang pelbagai accent English. Kerut dahi nak faham lecture.

Now, rasa macam tak percaya dah dipanggil final year. Tak rasa tahu segala-galanya pun. Asyik kena repeat baca benda yang sama. Patut la ada ulama' cakap,
'Knowledge is not what you memorized. Knowledge is what being applied.'

So, if Allah brings you to it, He will definitely bring you to get through it.


Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Tests to train

One month to go.
Final exam Peadiatric, Obstetric & Gynaecology, Psychiatry and Public Health are just around the corner.
Two weeks of back to back written and clinical exam, I wonder how did the students in past years go through these two weeks.
But they did it. With flying colours.
So why I couldn't?
Yes, I can do this.

One month to go.
I wonder why should it happened at this very time.
Leaving us with challenge only after I just decided to start my quarantine period. Although class is still on.
And we hardly can stay at home.
'In every difficulty, there is an ease.'
Alhamdulillah, today they said the renovation work already done. But the cleaning part is a real test for us, now still looking to hire a helping hand.
And I know Allah listens to our do'a.

One month to go.
It's either I go for it, or I'll regret it.
I wonder whether this is a training for me, to choose what I've been struggling with over what I've been settling. At this very time.
In fact I think they need me, obviously. But I need them, so desperately.
'We do not know which of our good deed will make us to enter His Jannah. But we do know, that by following this sunnah of our Prophet Muhammad SAW, you will be rewarded in the akhirah. If someone is guided by Allah through us, it is way better than this dunya and its worldly content'.
Allah promises us so.
Have trust in Him.

We shall start...